I don't know what I am, but I feel like I'm not completely, "real". I've heard the term "star child" and a few others and it seems to fit my situation but not completely and I just really need answers.
I constantly feel like I'm not human or I'm not always "here". I LOVE being outside with the plants and trees and feel a special connection to them. I have a really, as my loved ones put it, odd obsession with outer space and galaxies. When I see pictures of outer space I feel more at home than I do when I'm on earth. I don't really have an urge to be with someone like most people my age. I prefer being alone and isolate myself a lot. Just because it feels more comfortable. I've struggled with depression and almost died as a baby, I don't know if that has anything to do with It.
So far, I haven't really discovered any "powers" except my odd obsession with the universe. I also have sensory integration/ Mesophonia, which is very sensitive senses, I have a very good sense of smell and a strange sense of hearing.
I tend to have an open mind and just feel like I'm part of something bigger than everything we call reality. There's more out there and I'm sure of it. I heard star children also have things such as ADHD or have experienced depression, which also fits my situation.
I'm also very interested in dreams and I sleep a lot because I love living in my dreams.
My personality/sense of style changes very often. I don't know if that's related to this at all.
I haven't told anyone because I'm afraid they'll think I'm just weird but they don't understand how I feel. And I'm not sure I do either.
My grandmother on my father's side is involved with psychics and believes in all of this stuff. I'm not very sure what to believe, I'm just hoping one of you could help me.