Hearing Voices

It's been going on forever I feel so much bad stuff happened to me I've been hit by a car, almost kidnapped, what I dream comes true. I'm getting this cold feeling on my crown chakra. And hearing voices this voice is mean and tells me to do things. I've read that this is something that many people go through. At times I feel drained. But the voices keeps getting louder. I meditate but it hasn't stopped I was wondering anyone have any ideas how to communicate, with nice ones like my spirit guides and my angels. I just feel like I'm going crazy but that's not the case. So I've read, I pray and I've always believed as a little girl i'm a born healer and my mom just told me she dream me before she got perggo and my boyfriend say the same thing. I know I have a gift that god wants me to use but how can I bypass, the voices I remember it started a child but didn't stay long and it was many voices talking this time. It's one mean one a nice one comes some times to remind me god loves me and not to listen to him but sadly, the nice one leaves the mean one stays help. Please because I don't know what to do the voices get worse every day. I feel lost and confused my dad doesn't believe I was a born healer he says it's not what god would want me to do and its not from god. But he also went through what i'm going through so I don't understand. What he is saying. He used to understand me but now I say he doesn't know me I just want nicer voices and not mean and telling me to hurt myself. I don't understand why this is happening to me.