I'm Sarah and this is my first story so please bear with me and I am going to try to keep this as short as I can.
Ever since I was younger I have always been intrigued by the thought of faeries, magic and other like subjects. I always loved being outside with nature where I would pretend I was chasing around faeries and talking with tree spirits. I would even talk aloud as if I was talking to them and pretending that they would talk back. As I got older I still believed in all those things but it wasn't like when I was younger, but just recently I've started to get back in touch with those feelings and beliefs again. I've started meditating and researching about spirit guides, astral projection and chakras. I have also been trying to contact my spirit guides but I have had little success.
I have also recently become obsessed (not sure if that's the word I want...) with envisioning myself with having pure white hair and glowing cerulean eyes and the elemental powers. I've also recently become again obsessed with the names Layelle, Cloud and Sora (which is Japanese for sky). I feel like Layelle is suppose to be my real name but I'm not sure.
So the whole point of this is, does anyone have any advice for my in contacting my spirit guides and is anyone else experiencing this? I really feel like I am meant to do something more, and yeah I know that everyone does experience these feelings but mine are so strong that sometimes it hurts. Feel free to also email me, my address is on my profile.
Thanks for reading!
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The advice is for you to spend time around things that feel good and give you joy. Feed your sense of wonder, and let your inner child come out again. Your calling might be a little offbeat but you're supposed to be who you are. At least you're passionate about something while so many people are bland.:D
- Spirits of all sorts are free beings. So if we force them to do something, it can backfire, or create a tense relationship. We know we're not allowed to control other people but we sometimes ignore this rule with spirits. This is a problem with witchcraft that is rarely addressed, when anything is summoned.
- So you first need to establish a respectful relationship. These guides are already acting in your life, so you can pay attention and thank them when something good happens.
- Love is a very strong connection. When we love someone we want to learn everything about them. But before this person tells us his secrets he has to trust us. If you take this mind frame and apply it to the natural world, to an animal, a creature or a spirit, you'll observe that you'll learn more things about the object or topic because your love-motivated focus is so strong. The magic of the world reveals ITSELF to you because you're paying attention and it trusts you while others overlook it. The revelations come slowly inside you and the knowledge accumulates over time. There is some intimacy involved with spirit guides, like a sacred relationship. There's a reason why so many advanced people do not reveal their spiritual experiences to others.
You can try meditating outdoors if possible. An exercise you can do is meditate near a tree. Pretend this tree is very special to you, after all it's watching over you and it feels your love for it. Allow your mind to establish a personal loving connection to the tree. Give it a name if you want and tell it (telepathically) that you are Layelle. Observe your feelings and thoughts change as you reveal to this tree what you told us here. See it like the most special tree in the world, let it become something wondrous in your heart, like a soulmate. Ignore the rest of the world. It sounds wacky. The point of the exercise isn't to make the tree into something it isn't. The point is to notice the new details you discover about the tree (and nature) when you allow it to become special to you. You can then repeat the exercise with invisible entities.
Everything alive has energy, which can be felt if we stop and notice it. So meditating near living things can make you more aware of spiritual energy. Nature knows all the secrets. Animals feel spiritual energy much more keenly than humans. But our eyes and ears are shut. The other living creatures respect the natural order but humans are focused on controlling, destroying and altering nature. So nature's soul is a mystery to us. We don't respect it so for us it doesn't even exist. If the spells don't work it's because our love-focus is off. A soil for spiritual intimacy is needed which can be created. Your soul probably knows and feels nature spirits on a more intimate level. You have a connection already. What you'll discover is hard to conceive. Keep the magic alive. Love your individuality ❤