Recently, I have got to know my why my true self is and I have gathered some of my memories. Main problem is that 90% of these memories are fake, I cannot place them in any specific time and when I try to find a logic in sequences there is NO logic at all, the information either gets mixed up or totally different than before. Also when viewing the fake ones my seal on the chest does not "respond". When a I get to know an original memory then of the seals feels tingly.
The two major locks are placed on my chest and lower part of abdomen. When I try to use my abilities, the upper seal feels as if it was hurting, it also feels like it wants to burst our of my chest. Even now, when I write it all, I feel like my chest is going to fall apart.
The lower seal is activated when I try to exchange energy with someone, it feels tingly, but does not hurt.
My main problem is that these locks make my abilities extremely weak and unable me to remember the truth about my past. Without the past I do not feel myself anymore, I am lost in the hunt for myself.
I tried many times to break the seal, once I tried to gather energy and push it through the seal, it did not work.
Another time a friend of mine tried to break it, but the seal regenerated itself.
Next I tried to make my own remaining energy fuse with the energy within the lock, it failed as well.
Even borrowing energy from a friend did not work, that time the seal regenerated itself once again.
Did anyone have the same problem? Is there anyone who could give me any advice? I am interested to hear of the theories one has
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