Shadow People

This is my story of well what has happened to me. I know it sounds insane I would think it was if I didn't experience it, didn't have to live it every day, and for that I personally don't care what you think I just want some help or some understanding. Anyway this, it all started for me years ago when I was a kid, just strange things like hearing voices and shadows but nothing that really bothered me. Well until stuff started happening, for eventually these shadows started to push "you are the beast from the sea" on me the furthest back I can remember this is around seven. In a way they started to develop me I develop a strong interest in the History Channel (back then it was more about battles and real history) as well as books on war, weapons and the paranormal. During this time I also noticed another oddity that occurred, anything that I wanted to happen, and I mean truly wanted to happen, happened. It first started off slow and relatively unnoticeable such that I passed off many as consequence or good luck. But by twelve I took notice and tired small scale things which would for better or worse occur in time. At this time I also started to notice other psychic abilities coming forth but only in small scale.

Yet this all changed one night, I still remember it clearly for that night my family and I saw a large glowing object flashing the colors red, yellow and orange (oddly enough only about a month before my 13 birthday). We thought it was a fire or party but the next day there was neither ashes nor any sign that anyone had been there the night before. Shortly after this the shadows came around more regularly especially one that is about 7-8 feet tall and appears to wear heavy medieval armor. Furthermore, at this point or at least this is the furthest back that I can remember it, I started to hear voices of people sometimes saying my name sometimes other things as well as animals like cats and dogs. Another thing that happened at this point was a large increase in precog. Like dreams as well as getting a majority of my guesses right. There is more probably a lot more abilities that I first started to notice at that time or appeared around then, but for the sake of space I will continue on. Yet there is one ability, if it can be called such that came out of all of this knowledge of a language, in writing and spelling, I actually completely fluent in it. The best way to describe it is ancient Sumerian mixed with some other ancient languages, I really have no idea how I know it but it is there.

Anyway after these occurrences I decided to test these abilities to prove their existence or occurrence. These tests include large scale things such as wars, famines, diseases, and all forms of disaster, basically if I heard of it I would see if I could do it, unfortunately the abilities proved themselves time and time again on everything. While simultaneously the shadows were smashing and forcing the idea that I was the beast on me, until I pretty much became that. At that point I started to get into politics and debates and I had no care for anyone just a burning desire for power and control of the whole world, remember I was 13 at this time. Furthermore, I did more demonic activities such as trying to cause disasters on days of celebration such as Christmas as well as tired and apparently succeed in removing a Pope around Easter I even told my parents of this one). At this point I also made points about the stupidity of Hilter's military tactics so my parents out of fear or worry most likely a combination took me to a doctor where as I was found to be perfectly fine not a single mental illness at all. Yet this had its effects I choice to keep it more to myself seeing their reaction was in the least bit uninteresting and harmful to my development. So I kept it hide from them and continued with what the shadows had told me for so long.

Yet, in time mostly likely due to the realization that I could not maintain any truly effective political position until I was older I started to fade in interest from the politics. And even eventually the disasters/tests since they came without true progress to what I wanted then. Thus this boredom lead me to try to tell my friends of such abilities, where as anybody would want proof. Thus for another time period I cause disasters and stuff to prove to people of these abilities. It had an undesired effect for them after seeing what I could do either wanted more or feared me. This too was a mistake for the shadows did not enjoy me getting this attention thus they separated me, meaning that everyone who ever got close to me had one bad thing happen to them after another (such as rare diseases, car crashes, etc). Anyway upon noticing this I for the most part was isolated, since they realized this strange similarity.

For then on it has mostly been like this while still having the shadows pushing the beast thing on me.

Some other strange things that have happened are as follows:

I have seen the orange glowing object three more times since the first.

The church where I was baptized burned down.

I have had a birthmark in the shape of three commas which can be taken as sixes appear on my back and burn every once in a while.

Two times the shadows have woken me up in the night once I was being pulled up by one, the other and most recent was one shoving on my fan such that a growling noise occurred and pointing at my lab top (this at this time was asking about this in a more direct way on yahoo answers), both of these occurred at or right around 3 am.

The shadows have told me to read the following books: faces of the antichrist, weapons of world war 3 and tactics of war.

I have been hearing more strange noises, heavy breathing (animal like I would say a large dog) as well as a cat meowing.

Normal paranormal stuff (chairs and doors moving on their own some my parents have seen and heard)

There is a lot more but I cannot recall them right now.

Thank you for your time feel free to ask any questions?